Song of my life

In life, there's always the past, present and of course the future.....
This tale is to be told when life gets hard on you....

A heart...so sensitive..contains so much love, plenty to give away...a heart that cares about everyone around her..a heart that wishes everyone in this word would be happy...at least everyone around her would....


But no one knows that this small heart bruises easily....A heart that won't tell anyone it is hurting deep down...A heart that keeps too many secrets.....A heart that ached too many times.....A heart that not many have touched......A heart that carves a smile on the lips but cries deep down below....A heart with strong titanium doors with a gazillion locks guarded tightly....to those who wish to enter....only a pure heart with a pure intentions can enter...even that sometimes in not enough....

Fate...Destiny...things no one knows how they work....we just need to go with the flow..i guess....we just need to do our best..and let fate takes us from there...

Feelings...just one of the things we can't control in life...yes we can avoid..but then we will be living in denial for the rest of our life right....hurm...i wonder..when will i be right with them...

Life...just puzzles in our daily routine...never fair and always disappointing...but what can we do except make the best out of it right....I guess...living life is what we need to do now...How we r going to do that is what matters...

The song of my life will continue playing with different tunes until the day where the notes have finally come to the end.....

First chapter

So much to learn in such a short time. And so many people in such a small place. The world's keep spinning and our lives keep moving in a great pace that we seldom realize that time passes so quickly. So many things that we missed and we don't even realize it. Here, I've met new and old friends that just adds up to my life journal. And some have become so close without we realizing it.. My dear classmates, Mimiey, Ina, Fira, Rina, Mas, Kuna, Fara, Fai and all of you guys that I didn't mention, it is great to get to know you guys even it has only been our second week here. I have so much fun with you guys.

And there is the mighty Azim....haha...all the laughter I had spending time with you is way over board....You keep my head go and spin constantly trying debating with you...haha...even most of the times I'll listen to all your amazing knowledge about everything...haha...

I'm looking forward to facing a real campus life here. Surrounded by great friends and companion seems to make it more exciting.....( I hope so)...haha

So let it begin...
The first chapter of a new diary.....

Immaturity of Our People

It has been a week since my life as a university begun. I am now one step closer in achieving my dreams. Life in university where it so free and nobody is there to look for you is very challenging. There are a lot of temptations that needs to overcome or else you will be drifted far away. Living in a residential school for 5 years has prepared me for my studies but not for the university life. In school, everything has been scheduled for the students to follow. As a student, all there is to do is to follow the schedule and ace the exams. Tutorial and extra classes are given and it is made compulsory to each student. Everything we do in school is monitored and controlled. Teachers are there spoon feeding the students so they will ace their exams. But not necessarily be independent or matured in life. In university, even if you have excellent SPM results, not necessarily you can survive the challenging life. Here, you can see that only the matured students can excel. There had been a lot of cases where excellent SPM holders, flunked in their studies which resulted being dropped by the universities. And what saddened me the most is that most of them are from my own people, the Malays. The immaturity of our people has caused a lot of trouble to our own people. That is why Malays are being left out in almost all sectors in Malaysia right from education to business. We cannot blame other races if they demand to be given more access to the privileges given to the Malays and Bumiputera because they have proved that they can do better then the Malays and Bumiputeras. So now we need to think back and figure out what we are lacking of and start to mend those loopholes. We need to have more intellectuals among our people like we used to have like Tun Mahathir Muhammad and Tunku Abdul Rahman. These are the people who can help to built up our people which is now so left behind in our own country.